i dont need to hear your shit when i havent done anything wrong…
one and only!(11/29/12)
Omfg!! He needs to get it through his head that he is my one and only! the only person that i really trust, my only love. i don’t understand why he thinks i want anyone else!! And every time he tries to be like oh go touch someone else or just like that ‘idgaf’ attitude i break down in tears because he really thinks that i want someone else. I love him to much to ever let go but I’m really getting tired of him just acting like that, like you’ve called me names you mess with me all the time and i get hella irritated and I’m just like dude, I’m still here loving you more than ever and you’re over here getting mad because i said i person that’s like a cousin to me!! seriously?!!?!? sooo you can get all mad because i miss someone but i can’t get mad when you hang out with your ex or even have the first letter of her name as your pattern password on your phone!?!?! ohhh heeeell no!!! i finally let all of my tears out today, all of the stress-related and held in tears have just left my system and it felt good, but now i feel dumb… yes you are the best boyfriend I’ve ever had but that doesn’t give you the right to tell me to shutup in front of your friends or disrespect me all the time, yeahh i get that your playing sometimes but you’re not playing all of the time and that’s when it’s not okay, it’s not like i ever do that to you. And if i were to treat you the way you treat me sometimes you would already be hating me… Even after all of that i still can’t stay mad at you, i can’t not talk to you and i can’t not love you, i love you too much, I’m in too deep and i can’t help but worry every day that today might be the last day we’re together… i’ve always told myself i don’t need a man in my life, but i real life do need you, i do trust you and…. i love you, forever & always♥
